Soldier Girl

by | Oct 14, 2020 | Stories From My Friends | 2 comments

I have shared my story with you before, but to make a long story shorter: I had a picture perfect childhood. My first marriage was anything but perfect. Because of years of verbal and mental abuse, I suffer from a mental illness: I have bipolar depression. I am in the process of writing my own book and there have been many “downs” in my life and a few manic times as well. Without the Lord in my life, and the support of my loving second husband and family, I wouldn’t be here today. I was suicidal a few times in my life but praise the Lord, I feel free of that and I’m pretty much on the other side. I have my days of deep depression, but I am balanced mostly with finding a good neurologist, therapy and medication. I have 3 amazing kids and 3 beautiful grandkids who are my joy! I feel l that I am a Soldier Girl because I too have scars, but I am battling every day to overcome and live for my Lord!

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